It's been so long. I thought I had lost this book. Wow. Oh well...funny, I guess it was in my suit case. Well umm yeah... It's actually my 4th year at Hogwarts and a lot has changed. Last year I finally got up the nerve to ask Stephanie out and she said yes. I spent one month out of the summer holiday with her family, Jessie wasn't very happy about that...but theres not much I can do. She'll be starting school in no time and we wont have to worry about it. Stephanies great, she's still as gorgeous as I remember her in this book, although she's changed a lot. She's not so shy around me and I guess I've really opened up around her too. Me and my old friends are still really tight, always have been. But I have a feeling thats all going to change come the end of this year. I know I'm only a 4th year but I've come to realize that this might be my chance...and I've also come to realize that if I take this chance it's over. I can't survive it even if I suceed. I've only got one more year left.