Today was so amazing, I mean well...geez that girl is just amazing. Stephanie. She has the most amazing brown hair and it curles around her face perfectly, I just think I maybe am falling in love with her. She sat down infront of me for one of our herbology lessons and I got to watch the fact of her head and neck all class period, which means I got nothing done and I know I must have looked stupid in front of her, but I'll live. Steve, David, and I are as tight as ever I mean as first years it's pretty new to us all but between the three of us we usually have some type of a clue. I havn't been able to write Jessie lately, I told her I would write everyday, now I'm starting to see that thats impossible here, I do miss her. It's sad because I need to lie to her in my letters telling her about how terrible the Gryffindors are and how I hate muggle borns, but I'm glad I am keeping the lie up. If this plan works then it will be good for everyone, all I need to do is convince the dark lord that I am worthy when I get older, and how hard could that be? I mean he is scouting for followers, I'm sure I could make it, I'm strong enough to handle it...right? I don't know. I hope I am. I shouldn't be writing all of this down, if this book fell into the wrong hands it could cost me my life, and Jessies, even my friends, but I want to have something here for my sister incase I fail in my mission. If I can't become a follower and trick the dark lord...a skilled legilimens then I shall perish and I want Jessica to know that I was not really this type of person, and that this is wrong. I don't want to have to tell her that I lied to her, but at the same time she deserves the truth, just 7 or 8 more years of lieing to her and I shall be able to achieve my goal, the hardest part would have been establishing myself, but because my family has been in the buisness for generations already, even the fact that I am a Gryffindor was left unquestioned. I just don't know, I can't really trust people but at the same time I am so loyal to my friends, I just couldn't believe they were disquised like me, of course they probably think that about me...I must go, I'm sorry.
-Mark
Ps. Stephanie is so hott when she wears her blue long sleeve shirt and Jeans under her school robes, her hair falls down her chest and the light shines off of it at just the right angle.